Ennui. So that's what it is. Also Weltschmerz. Apparently, also the only German I have learnt since Da. So was Eliot emo?
Well, aint this an educational blog.
I was made to sit in first row today. I will, take time to get over this. It's absolute trauma - you don't where to look, what to write, when to smile, when to "comment". Gak.
Did you know, when you're vague and random, no-one really gives a fuck about you? You're just petted sometimes, or given a rubber bone if you're good.